My Life Story

Wassup, My name is Patrick and I'm from Uganda. Life growing up was rough but I had fun with friends playing soccer which was our main sport back in Uganda. I grew up poor in a small village. In school we got roughly beaten and constantly punished like slaves by the teachers at our schools who were allowed to do so. We all knew that these schools were prison and i believe that all this stuff i went through made me stronger. Both the regular and boarding schools were a straight nightmare which was basically like jail but the boarding schools were worse because the abuse was real. Fast forward, i got on a plane to America and I came into Jesus kingdom years later at around 17 years old through Tireo videos on YouTube. Before this I was a Christian; specifically a catholic my whole life, God told me through Tireo's videos to leave Christianity because the preachers were lying and that the real Jesus was black. Jesus used Tireo's videos to take my walk with God to a whole new level. This spiritual walk with God can even get scary and creepy
God put me on that plane from Africa to America and it took me almost 5 years to even learn the American English because i was tired of people making fun of my accent at school, i was shy i didn't know anything so i easily fed into what everyone thought about me. I also started dealing with insecurities and all types of thoughts in my brain around that time. I started to hate the place I was from but overtime I stopped caring what everyone thought about me and i started loving myself more. Also, many people in Uganda wanted to come to America because America is marketed as a great country to be in worldwide. I was chosen to make it out instead of the millions of other people who wanted to have the chance to come to America. I thought it was going to be heaven in America but it was definitely hell and I went through alot of adjusting and mental warfare and the devil was tryna kill me and my family was automatically against me for following Jesus. I never even got a welcome to america, i just got off the plane and automatically had to deal with evil family and had to go through so much crap. Sometimes God chooses you to make it out of a certain place to another place because he looks at your future and he already sees that you are gonna be great for his Kingdom in the future. That’s literally the secret
I love my mother but i found myself having to go against my own evil mother for Jesus. Her purpose for the devil was to drag everyone around her to hell with her. She was addicted to stress and being cutthroat. My mother was a narcissist and a witch and i had to accept that she will never change. This is a harsh reality about her and the rest of my family that i had to accept. Some people will never change because they are not chosen to follow God
When I first came to America i was young and I realized that everything was different and that it was a whole new world. If I’m being honest; life was a nightmare for me both in Africa and in America due to the generational curses and environments I had to fight against. I lived with my mother when i first came to America and i am thankful for all the things that my mother did for me. Living with her was a nightmare and i had to endure so much abuse. I had nowhere to go because i was new to America and i had no other family or friends. I had nobody and I never understood why God set up my life like this and this caused me pain but i had to get through all this stuff in order to help reach and help other people
I am not a perfect person, I used to be a very emotional and an angry kid. I was doubtful and had little faith. I had a problem of using too many cuss words and swearing. I was weird and shy growing up. I was insecure. I wasn’t confident and I was an over thinker. I wasn’t really good with self-control, emotional management and i was basically a young impulsive kid. Most people in my village didn't know anything just like i didn't know anything; so there are so many things that i wasn't taught growing up. But don't get me wrong because i was also taught some great values from the people i grew up around and i'm grateful for those values that they taught me
I have been through a great deal of opposition, abuse, persecution, family curses, generational curses and attacks from the devil in my walk with God. From betrayal, to being lied on and even my own family turning on me because I chose to follow God’s purpose for my life. I was molested as a child by family friends back in Uganda and i found myself touching women at a young age, dry humping within family, being lustful, acting weird and creepy. Me being molested at a young age by these older girls who were family friends detroyed me growing up. I chose to forgive them because i always choose to forgive everyone. My family was cursed and dysfunctional and i don't even know how my dad looks like, all i remember from stories is that he was an alcoholic who used to beat my mother. My mother was also abusive and she even used to go outside knocking on neighbors doors while screaming and yelling with a bible in her hand and she would call the police on me and tell them lies saying i was doing drugs and she told so many lies about me over the years. She would also talk behind my back and tear me down and speak curses over my life. I forgave my evil family but i simply had to cut them off because they refused to treat me like i'm human
I chose to not be selfish with my life story that’s why I speak about it and let God reach other people through it. God used my family attacking me and doing me straight dirty to make me stronger and set me free from so many things. Sometimes God's plan is a nightmare, God's will isn't a fairytale like most people like to believe, this stuff is real. Nothing I earned in God’s kingdom came easy. I paid my dues. I was homeless, set up, lied on, hated, persecuted, gossiped about, people were jealous of me, stalked, and so many other things I had to go through. I slept on street benches, i walked under the bridge at night, i slept in a strangers garage, i been in an ambulance, i had problems with my eyes painfully drifting into the back of my head, i had muscle twitches and i couldn't control my own body. For years i would beg God to set me free and he didn't. I felt like God didn't love me. I was basically broken and out of strength but i never gave up
Sometimes i don't even know how i made it through all this stuff..
I started Roseviafire to help people spiritually through my calling from God, through my art, music and through my acquired knowledge and life experiences. God saw that I was gonna be able to endure through these strong nightmares and still not give up on him. Now that you know me a little better, you know about my story. What’s yours? And are you willing to get through the challenges of following and walking with God? Hopefully my life story reaches you and encourages you to fully follow God. If i had given up you would not be reading this right now so i am glad that i didn't quit. Some of you are probably wondering about this question "Did God bring you through all this crazy stuff and set you free?". I will honestly answer this question and say that YES! he fully brought me through all this stuff. There was no way i could have made it through all this without his favor and i'm thankful that he set me free from everything that i had to go through. And I pray that God uses my life story to help you in your journey as well
I might write a book about my life story in the future. I will share more of my life story through out my works and I hope God uses my life story to help others
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