My Life Story

Hey what's up! My name is Patrick and i grew up in a small village in Uganda, Africa. We grew up poor and there were times i had to steal money just to get some extra food. Life growing up was rough but I also had fun with my friends playing soccer which was the main sport back in Uganda. I was taught to be polite and that was one of the main things taught in families but I wasn’t taught any real knowledge so i grew up not knowing anything because nobody taught me anything. In school we got roughly beaten and constantly punished like slaves by teachers who were allowed to do so. We had to wake up at around 4am in boarding schools or we would get roughly beaten. We all knew that these schools were similar to prison and i believe that all this stuff i went through made me stronger because something wasn't right with all the cruelty we had to endure and for years i wondered why how the same God who created this beautiful place called Heaven could also create nasty and harsh environments that people have to go through on earth. And maybe the answer is that God created the earth in good condition and we messed it up over thousands of years? But moving on i wanna say that both the regular and boarding schools were a straight nightmare which was basically a form of prison but the boarding schools were worse because the abuse was real. I lived through filthy conditions and nasty food at schools but i didn't have time to be depressed because we didn't have the knowledge of what depression was, so i guess the lack of knowledge acted as a form to protect me because if i had the knowledge of what we were enduring then who knows what could have happened? I probably would have been walking around depressed and suicidal. Fast forward, i got on a plane to America and I came into Jesus kingdom a few years later at around 17 years old when God led me to Tireo videos on YouTube. Before this I was a Catholic and a Christian my whole life, God told me through Tireo's videos to leave Christianity because of the many lies that were in christianity and how christianity was a false satanic religion. Jesus used Tireo's videos to take my walk with God to a whole new level and without his videos i wouldn't even know where to start in fully following God because growing up i didn't know anything and i wasn't taught anything. I was living life clueless and without knowledge. The more i followed God i started to realize that this spiritual walk with God can get rough, scary and even creepy 

When I first came to America after my mother applied for me get over here i was still young and I realized that everything was different and that it was a whole new world. If I’m being honest; life was a nightmare for me both in Africa and in America due to the generational curses and environments I had to fight against. The struggle in Africa was more physical and the struggle in America is more mental and psychological. It took me almost 5 years to even learn the American English because i was tired of people making fun of my accent at school, i was shy and i didn't know anything so i easily fed into what everyone thought about me. I also started dealing with insecurities and all types of thoughts in my brain around that time. I started to hate the place I was from but overtime I stopped caring what everyone thought about me and i started loving myself more. Also, many people in Uganda wanted to come to America because America is marketed as a great country to be in worldwide. I was chosen to make it out instead of the millions of other people who wanted to have the chance to come to America. I thought it was going to be heaven in America but it was definitely hell and I went through alot of adjusting and mental warfare and the devil was tryna kill me and my family was automatically against me for following Jesus. I just got off the plane and automatically had to deal with evil family and had to go through so much crap. But sometimes God chooses you to make it out of a certain place to another place because he looks at your future and he already sees that you are gonna be great for his Kingdom in the future. That’s literally the secret 

I lived with my mother when i first came to America and first off i wanna say that I am thankful and grateful for everything that my mother did for me but living with her was a nightmare and i had to endure so much abuse. I love my mother but i found myself having to go against my own evil mother for Jesus. Her purpose for the devil was to drag everyone around her to hell with her. She was addicted to stress and being cutthroat, she was jealous and she was also hateful. My mother was a narcissist and a witch and she was constantly praying on my downfall and my health was in a bad state living with her. I couldn't even have a regular conversation with her because it just wouldn't work and she was also a gossiper and i always felt like i was born into the wrong family. I had to accept the fact that she will never change. This is a harsh reality about her and the rest of my family that i had to accept. Some people will never change because they are not chosen to follow God

I have been through a great deal of persecution, generational curses, abuse, family curses and attacks from the devil in my walk with God. From betrayal, to being lied on and even my own family turning on me because I chose to follow God’s purpose for my life. I was molested as a child by family friends back in Uganda and i found myself touching on women at a young age, dry humping within family, being lustful, watching porn, acting weird and creepy, dry humping different things, sniffing my older aunties underwears and i did alot more stuff at a very young age that i can't even keep track. Never be ashamed of being honest about your past. That’s why i don’t judge people because we all did wierd shit in the past but most people are afraid to talk about their sins so they will judge yours like a coward. Moving on, I wanna say that me being molested at a young age by these older girls who were family friends destroyed me growing up and it opened up a door to a world of me basically living out these curses. I chose to forgive them because i always choose to forgive everyone. My family was cursed and dysfunctional and i don't even know how my dad looks like, all i remember from stories is that he was an alcoholic who used to constantly beat my mother. My mother was also abusive and one time she even went outside late at night banging on neighbors doors in Arizona while screaming and yelling with a bible in her hand, she would walk around with her underwear on her head in the mental hospital and alot more stuff i had to endure. She would call the police on me and tell them lies saying i was doing drugs, she even lied on me and told the police that i was dangerous but the truth is that i was an amazing person who didn't start any trouble but that didn't stop her from being evil and continuing to tell so many lies about me over the years. She would also talk behind my back and tear me down and speak curses over my life. I had nowhere to go because i was new to America and i had no other family or friends. I had nobody and I never understood why God set up my life like this and this caused me so much pain and for years i would beg God to set me free and he didn't. I felt like God didn't love me but i had to get through all this stuff in order to help reach and help other people. I forgave my mother and rest of my evil family but i simply had to cut them off because they refused to treat me like I'm human 

I am not a perfect person so if God can use me then he most definitely can use you too! I used to be a very emotional and angry kid. I was shy, i couldn't express myself, I was doubtful and i had little faith and i also didn't like being alone. I struggled with anxiety and fear. I struggled with perfectionism. I was depressed. I was scared of women and i was a pervert and i even used to take creepy videos of girls when i was in school. I had a problem of using too many cuss words and swearing. I was weird and shy growing up. I was insecure. I wasn’t confident and I was an overthinker. I wasn’t really good with self-control, emotional management and i was basically a young impulsive kid. There are so many things that i wasn't taught growing up but i am thankful for some of the values i was taught such as being polite and respectful. We all have a past and this is just me being honest about my past and my sins to help other people open up about themselves too and keep it real

I chose to not be selfish with my life story that’s why I speak about it and let God reach other people through it. I learned that you can't just wish something away and if something happened in your life then it happened! The best thing you can do is just be honest about it and grow from it. I try not to involve my emotions when telling my lifestory because i understand that it's not about me! God is using my lifestory to reach and help other people so i just tell the facts and let the people who i'm supposed to reach see for themselves. Moving on i wanna say that God used my family attacking me and doing me straight dirty to make me stronger and set me free from so many things. Sometimes God's plan is a nightmare, God's will isn't a fairytale like most people like to believe, this stuff is real. Nothing I earned in God’s kingdom came easy. I paid my dues. I was homeless in Arizona, getting harassed by cops, set up, lied on, hated, persecuted, gossiped about, people were jealous of me, stalked, and so many other things I had to go through. I slept on street benches, i walked under the bridge at night, i slept in a strangers garage on the floor for probably over a month, i been in an ambulance, i had problems with my eyes painfully drifting into the back of my head for a long time, i had muscle twitches and i couldn't control my own body. I was basically broken and out of strength but i never gave up

Sometimes i don't even know how i made it through all this stuff..  

I started Roseviafire to help people spiritually through my calling from God, through my art, music and through my acquired knowledge and life experiences. God saw that I was gonna be able to endure through the persecution and still not give up on him. Something else about myself that i wanna share is that i am not lazy and i work hard, I get stuff done and that's one of the reasons why God chose me because he already knew i would get stuff done for his kingdom. Now that you know me a little better, you know about my story. What’s yours? And are you willing to get through the challenges of following and walking with God? We all know the bible talks about persecution but it's alot different when you have to go through it for yourself. But hopefully my life story reaches you and encourages you to fully follow God. If i had given up you would not be reading this right now so i am glad that i didn't quit. Some of you are probably wondering about this question "Did God bring you through all this stuff that you went through?". I will honestly answer this question and say that YES! he fully brought me through all this stuff. There was no way i could have made it through all this without his favor and i'm thankful that he set me free from everything that i had to go through. And I pray that God uses my life story to help you in your journey as well 

I might write a book about my life story in the future. I will share more of my life story through out my works and I hope God uses my life story to help others

  

BE BLESSED!